10 Random Facts About Me

1. All my folders are named uniquely :)

2. Buku latihan pernah kena campak luar kelas dengan cikgu sebab tampal gambar tak ikut seperti arahan cikgu beri. Berlaku waktu darjah 2. I am scared of that teacher since then.

3. My fav colour is always changing. But, everytime someone ask what is my fav colour, I'll say purple. (Because I am so lazy to think).

4. I have more than one Twitter's account. I've deleted two accs 

5. Currently, I read 'The Life of An Introvert' on Wattpad. It's non-fic btw.

6. I am Malaysian but I never been to Perlis, Penang, Kelantan, Sabah and Sarawak.

7. Sambal iz bae gais. I repeat, sambal is bae!

8. I enjoy watching reality shows such as WIN, Mix & Match, No.Mercy, SIXTEEN, Show Me The Money, Unpretty Rapstar, Seventeen Project and etc. It's all Korean. I know. I'm sorry hehe.

9. Idk why but my fav mall is Midvalley. I love to spend times there. Idk if its still valid or not, but I've read that Midvalley is in top 10 biggest mall in the world.  

10. I hate open burning. U can google the effects of open burning and u'll know why.

Well, I just randomly did this bcs I miss to write here.. I hope I have more time to write more next time! 

(p/s: I love to take pics of beautiful scenery too :D)

My first... in life

25th April 2016, finally the day has come. I've been waiting for it for three years, I've sweat a lot, I cried a lot, I did thought about giving up too.. But, alhamdulillah I didn't. I don't wanna show my hard times in front of my family especially my parents. I just don't want them to worry about me. When they asked, 'How's ur study, kakak?' I always said, I was okay with a smile even at that time I am struggling with all those notes and facts in three languages (sometimes four). Well, I know I'm not the only one out there who is struggling with their study and I knew there's ups and downs in life.maybe this is just a start? More to come, dear self. 

Yeah, so today I finally achieved the first 4.00 flat in my life. This is actually one of my dream (pstt travelling to South Korea with future soulmate is one of them too hehehe). 

Even I'm not done with my study yet, but I'll promise myself to work for 2nd, 3rd and 4th 4.00 flat. Keep dreaming, dreamers! Allah's plan is always BETTER than ours. HE knew everything. Keep praying and always remember HIM :) 

p/s: SELF-REWARD TIMEE ahhhh what should I get this time? (I am excited :D)

Eid 2015

Warning: Post ditulis kemungkinan dalam bahasa rojak dan tidak formal. Kalau rasa tak boleh hadam, saya izinkan awak untuk close tab :)

Assalamualaikuum! 

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin :)

Sekejap aje sudah hari raya yg ke-6. How's your raya? Hahahambar atau meriah sakan? Hehe. For me, this raya is one of the best raya in my life. I don't know what makes this raya different from others. But, I do appreciate all the moments :D So, I went back to my hometown in Malacca two days before Eid. Prepare all the food and other little things with my grandma and my mom. Bermula dengan malam raya semua adik-beradik lelaki dan ayah dgn orang-orang kampung yang lain pergi bertakbir dari rumah ke rumah. Bertakbir satu kampung merupakan satu tradisi di kampung saya :)

Pagi raya, seperti biasa ada sesi maaf-bermaafan. THIS! I'm not that type of person to cry in front of my family, but that day, I did. Waktu melutut depan ayah untuk minta maaf bermula dgn "Ayah... selamat hari maaf zahir dan batin.. maafkan segala kesalahan akak *dah sebak dah* halalkan makan dan minum...... *and finally the tears arghh* " and then my dad hugged me tight saying the same thing to me. Lepastu, bangun tarik nafas jap lap air mata cuba cari kekuatan untuk tak nangis depan ummi, agak-agak dah okay pergi minta maaf kat ummi. "Ummi, selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin.. maafkan... *AND THE TEARS............* And that's it. I didn't mean to cry in front of them but, I don't know man. I feel like I've been doing wrongs towards them and I feel so thankful to have them as my parents. That is why I'm being so emotional at that time I guess... 

After Zohor prayer, me and my siblings went out bersiar-siar di sekitar Melaka. Waktu tu, bandar Melaka penuh dengan orang asing dan org Cina sahaja! Haha memang langsung takda yang bertudung yelah sebab orang Melayu semua beraya kan. Kitorang berhenti kat tepi laut and took some pictures there :D

(My siblings memang kaki bersilat semua so yeahh hahaha)

(Takpa sekali-sekala perangai bebudak akak engkorang boleh terima lagi hahaha)

Went home on 2nd day of Aidilfitri because our grandma and cousins from dad's side gonna come to our house. They're not Muslims so that's mean they're not celebrating Hari Raya but if they stay with us, they MUST celebrate hari raya with us too haha. I just love to see they're happy staying with us in few days :) 

 (Lol he is wearing my lil bro's songkok. Kalau pergi luar memang orang percaya sgt dah budak Melayu)

So, that's it. Selamat hari raya guys! Take this opportunity to meet all your friends and families because ukhwah is beautiful <3  This is the time to meet everyone guys. Leave your smartphone, games, TV for awhile and go and greet them. Ask 'what's up wih ur life?' and u guys won't stop talking after that. Haha.

LIKE US DID :D

Planning for business

Assalamualaikum. 

I always have deep conversation from heart to heart with my dad in the car. Haha. You guys did this too, right? Just talked to my dad about my plan in business. I love business! I did think about it since I was young till now.. But, I don't pursue my study in business field. At school, I am a Science stream student and now I'm in college I am taking Degree in Al-Quran and Al-Sunnah with Communication. Hmm, at least I did learn about muamalat and speech communication in this field. (Don't get me wrong, I never regret choosing this program, I love it!) On top of that, I think everyone can start a business when they really into it, right? 

I did some business in college and it did works :) This is only my little experiment here. Insya-Allah one day it will get bigger and maybe someday I will have the chance to produce a brand name :) Aamiin. I am so glad I have a dad and a mom who really support me to do business. My dad even said,

'Kalau kakak lebih cenderung kepada bisnes, mungkin selepas belajar boleh terus bekerja dalam bidang ini'

'Kalau kakak ada rumah yang lebih besar dari rumah ayah, lagi ayah suka! Haha' (He means that he will be very happy to see I succeed one day insya-Allah) 

'If u have that skill, and u know how to do it maybe one day u can help ur own brothers and sisters with the know-how in business'

'Siti Khadijah juga seorang peniaga yang berjaya..'

'Cuba kakak tengok contoh seperti owner Beras Faiza bagaimana dia bermula daripada bawah dan sekarang produk dia berjaya' 

'Ayah cuma nak anak-anak ayah berjaya di dunia, beramal soleh ingat Allah sentiasa dan berjaya di akhirat'

Ye, ayah. I'll remember all that. I do remember Rasulullah s.a.w. also said;

"Sembilan persepuluh sumber rezeki (boleh diperolehi) melalui perniagaan"(Hadis Riwayat Tirmizi).

"Peniaga-peniaga yang jujur dan amanah (akan ditempatkan) beserta dengan para nabi, siddiqin dan para syuhada"(Hadis Riwayat Tirmizi).


Insya-Allah kalau niat kita baik, Allah akan permudahkan urusan. Do pray for me, okay? :)

The Closest Friend Of Mine

The closest friend of mine

(My bro and I) 

I have two elder brothers; one of them is my closest friend in this world. We was born in the same country, went to the same school, laugh at the same jokes and we've been talking and playing with each other since young.

My bro is a soccer fan and I need to listen to him talking abt Arsene Wenger, Arsenal players like Walcott, Fabregas and etc, what is off side, when will EPL start and he did force me to play PES with him. Same to what I did to him, he also will listen to me talking abt Korean dramas and movies and I did ask him to watch Running Man with me. Haha!

Like how much love Khaulah Al-Azwar gave to her brother, Dirar Al-Azwar, me too felt the same. Yes, I am Khaulah and Dirar is my brother. I've been thinking, how many years left for us to live together as siblings before everyone will have their own family? Scared to face the reality.

I love the other eight too! Siblings hug

There's someday that I felt like..

There's someday that I felt like..

I want to give up on everything 

I am strong enough to carry on everything that I've been doing

I can beat Albert Einstein for any reason

I am the stupidest person on this earth

I am happier than Pharrel Williams 

I felt so emotional and I want to be alone all the time

I can't even do anything right, I don't wanna be such a clumsy person

I am a perfectionist in some aspects

I want to lay on the bed for 24/7 and watching drama

I want to do the chores, get my assignments done and read lots of book

I want to run away from this busy schedule as a student

Well, then I thought I should be grateful, thankful and enjoying my life as a student

At this moment, I am so down and I asked my friends for help. They gave me motivation to keep on going in my study and life, don't try to give up! Insya-Allah, I will. 

I had a thought about something. The Commonwealth Games is happening right now in Glasgow. One of my favourite sport is badminton and of course I watch the game, supporting the Malaysian team! I realized that we're not always leading all the time. There's a moment when we lose but there's also a moment when the opponent is leading by five points for example but then our team smashed lots of time, defended themselves and play so hard until they beat the opponent and finally.. they won! They got it! They'll never give up. They play the game really well, physically and mentally and that's really inspired me :-)

Malaysia Boleh! Why can't I?

Cikgu pilih adik awak sbg menantu

Went to my younger brothers/sister's school yesterday instead of my parents to meet their teachers and received their report card. It is kinda awkward haha but people always mistaken my age which they thought I am 22+, so I think 'redah je ni utk masa hadapan kakaka'. But I don't know how to respond when a teacher said to me like this..

Teacher: Nama pelajar siapa ye?
Me: Oh, adik saya nama Khairil Anwar..
Teacher: Ahh.. awak ada adik lagi satu kan? Nama Luqman?
Me: Haa ye.. ada lagi.. 
Teacher: Itu menantu saya tu..... Saya dah pilih dia.
Me: huh? (just smile awkwardly)

Told my mom about this and she just smile. 
What an awkward situation I had because excuse me cikgu, adik saya tu yg ke-6 kot atas dia ada lagi 5 and even we the elders siblings don't think about that yet err.... 

but that's mean our Luqman gave the teacher best perception :)

Awas anak cikgu sekalian, bakal suami/isteri kamu kelak kemungkinan besar daripada kalangan anak murid ibu ayah awak! Selamat lah ye! 

My Life As A Foundation Student

My Life As A Foundation Student

Assalamualaikum w.b.t syukur Alhamdulillah tamatlah sudah pengajian saya dan rakan-rakan sebagai pelajar Asasi. Bila orang tanya 'Sambung apa?' dan dijawab 'Asasi', mesti ada pelbagai feedback selepas tu. Antaranya,

'Untunglahhhh'
'Pandai bolehlaah'
'Eh tak penat ke?'
'Aku tak suka belajar sekejap sangat, tak best'
'Tahniah, proud of u!'

Ada yang negatif dan ada yang positif. Tidak mengapa. Kuatkan semangat sebab ini jalan yang kita pilih! Mesti kena yakin dengan diri sendiri, aku boleh tempuh asasi! Hati kena cekal beb masuk U mana boleh cengeng serupa budak sekolah. Semua orang pandai, bezanya rajin dan malas je. Penat? Tidur pun boleh rasa penat dik oi. Belajar kejap sangat asasi ni? Takpa dik. Awak grad dulu, awak kerja dulu Insya-Allah. Pedulikan kata orang lain. Kita tunjukkan kualiti kita! 

Masa mula-mula masuk Asasi... Hmm okaylah waktu tu baru nak adapt suasana IPT. Hari demi hari, baru terasa sibuknya kejar deadline assignment, kejar study untuk quiz, kejar program persatuan, kejar mentoring dan usrah (based on ur college's program), kejar hari presentation, kejar nak study final tapi takdalah doploh ompat jam asyik nak mengejar je.. Relax.. kitorang boleh siap berlenggang buat macam-macam aktiviti lagi. Yang paling penting.. In a short journey, less than twelve months we've created beautiful memories among us. Let the pictures describe everything....

Name of our class, AI(A)

 (Behind the scene video English sem 2 revealed! Hahaha)

 (Singgah sebentar di gerai cendol berhampiran masjid. Muka semua happy lepas kereta dah okay haha)

 (Biasalah kalau dah kena paksa amik gambar dengan Raihan dan Abel, tengah jalan pun boleh.. Malu sebenanya orang tengok...)

 (Suasana sebelum mula Pencetus Ummah. Kat luar lagi ramai berebut nak masuk.. Sesak yang teramat!)

(Recording Anta Tanya Ana Jawab, satu soalan.. kenapa lepas edit kat TV tak se-best tgk live? Serius depan2 sangat best haha)

(Kayaking! See siapa kata Asasi busy memanjang? :D)

(With our lovely and caring mentor! Tapi waktu ni Ummi tersayang pulak call, jadi Ummi diutamakan hehe)

 (Video psikologi behind the scene)

 (Presentation from another group..)

(Proud of our Farah Zafirah! You go girl! AI(A) proud of u!)

 (The end of semester 2!)

 (Waiting for our beloved lecturer!)

( The end of semester 3 )

LOVE YOU GUYS ALL THE BEST IN YOUR FUTURE 

- Farah, Suhana, Hidayah, Fakhrul, Awdadi, Afnan, Azza, Raihan, Abel, Ateh, Amir, Khaulah, Mira, Ikhwan, Sofwa, Hanis, Red Tika, Aimi, Hanif, Izah, Tiqah, Anas, Din, Aufa, Tika Ayob -

p/s: Hidup sebagai Asasian sangat best! Jom masuk Asasi? :)